Denial

It is built into the male psyche that if he becomes aroused and erect...excited...around his wife..that copulation may occur...or he will get some relief from his heightened state of arousal. I have discovered that this is not always the case. I find that to become aroused...even teased to the point of ejaculation..and then being forced to let it go.....this is immensely erotic for me....it gives me... the "cuck knot" as I call it in my chest. The feeling that only a cuckolded guy will understand.

My wife will sometimes stimulate me to almost cumming...then either just back off...or squeeze my cock and balls till the feeling subsides...she has also been known to wrap my cock in an ice pack to ensure my pleasure and release is refused.

How does this affect me? It is mind blowingly agonising..especially as she will do it to me before she meets her lover...and also when she returns...usually with a pussy full of her lovers cum...and if I am really lucky...as she sits on my face and gives me bulls gift...

My testicles ache..pretty much all the time and my erections will appear at anytime...enraged and engorged..leaking cum..as my cock swells and throbs. It is a cruel demeaning and painful part of our cuckold relationship....and one that is overwhelmingly frustrating. I am not allowed to touch myself...if I do the punishment is extreme.

She will know if I have slipped...both by my demeanour and my attention and responses to her. There are various ways she punishes me...ruined orgasms is my least favourite....she can do this by letting me cum...but squeezing my urethra so I cum into my own bladder...we all know how this feels...total deflation and a devastatingly failed release. She will also make me masturbate in front of her....taking over at the end and very very roughly pumping my cock till I squirt my pitiful load...then she keeps going...and faster...knowing that this is agonising for me...it becomes so...that I do not want to orgasm anymore as I know it will result in disappointment and pain....which is all about denial...will I ever orgasm again now...or shall I be forced to know that another man is orgasming inside my wife...repeatedly...whilst I sit with a swollen rigid penis...which has become redundant and useless.

Chastisement

When my wife is displeased with me she punishes me..this can be anything from a  slap across the face...to ruined orgasms...to whipping.

She is concerned that I was enjoying the chastisement too much...so she asked me what was the most painful physical punishment for a man...cuck...there is only one...

Wife is allowed to punish me in this way at anytime she desires...whether I am asleep or out shopping with her. If requested I must immediately stand in the receiving position....

She is now saying that this hurts her hand too much...she wants to kick me instead...do I have any complaints?