Wednesday 19 December 2012

Denial

It is built into the male psyche that if he becomes aroused and erect...excited...around his wife..that copulation may occur...or he will get some relief from his heightened state of arousal. I have discovered that this is not always the case. I find that to become aroused...even teased to the point of ejaculation..and then being forced to let it go.....this is immensely erotic for me....it gives me... the "cuck knot" as I call it in my chest. The feeling that only a cuckolded guy will understand.

My wife will sometimes stimulate me to almost cumming...then either just back off...or squeeze my cock and balls till the feeling subsides...she has also been known to wrap my cock in an ice pack to ensure my pleasure and release is refused.

How does this affect me? It is mind blowingly agonising..especially as she will do it to me before she meets her lover...and also when she returns...usually with a pussy full of her lovers cum...and if I am really lucky...as she sits on my face and gives me bulls gift...

My testicles ache..pretty much all the time and my erections will appear at anytime...enraged and engorged..leaking cum..as my cock swells and throbs. It is a cruel demeaning and painful part of our cuckold relationship....and one that is overwhelmingly frustrating. I am not allowed to touch myself...if I do the punishment is extreme.

She will know if I have slipped...both by my demeanour and my attention and responses to her. There are various ways she punishes me...ruined orgasms is my least favourite....she can do this by letting me cum...but squeezing my urethra so I cum into my own bladder...we all know how this feels...total deflation and a devastatingly failed release. She will also make me masturbate in front of her....taking over at the end and very very roughly pumping my cock till I squirt my pitiful load...then she keeps going...and faster...knowing that this is agonising for me...it becomes so...that I do not want to orgasm anymore as I know it will result in disappointment and pain....which is all about denial...will I ever orgasm again now...or shall I be forced to know that another man is orgasming inside my wife...repeatedly...whilst I sit with a swollen rigid penis...which has become redundant and useless.


Monday 17 December 2012

Chastisement

When my wife is displeased with me she punishes me..this can be anything from a  slap across the face...to ruined orgasms...to whipping.

She is concerned that I was enjoying the chastisement too much...so she asked me what was the most painful physical punishment for a man...cuck...there is only one...

Wife is allowed to punish me in this way at anytime she desires...whether I am asleep or out shopping with her. If requested I must immediately stand in the receiving position....

She is now saying that this hurts her hand too much...she wants to kick me instead...do I have any complaints?

Saturday 3 November 2012

Its Not Just Sex

We have found another proposed bull....you wouldn't believe how difficult it is to find someone who is not just after a shag....for my American friends that's a fuck!!
So many people messaging us clearly with no understanding of the Cuckold lifestyle at all. This new fella seems genuine...understands what we both want...He has made some stomach twisting suggestions that terrify me...but also make my chest tighten and gives me the familiar strange heavy empty pang inside...the one that only a Cuck like me will understand. We met him for a quick chat and drink on Friday..in a local pub. He was polite and friendly. My wife sat next to him and I could immediately tell she liked the look of him. They began touching each other...hands..arms..shoulders..he was whispering in her ear...things I couldnt make out...then they kissed in the pub...full snogging sessions...and I was sitting opposite them...my head spinning...my erection raging under the table....other people in the pub were watching as they were kissing..some tutting.  After, we said our goodbyes and we all left...me holding my coat over my crotch. We went out that evening and all we could talk about was when we could arrange to meet him. He was texting us both telling us how sexy my wife was and how Cuck was going to to see the bull make love to his wife. We were both in a high state of arousal the whole night...and when we got home we had the most amazing sex we have EVER had...Well over an hour and half of hot..wet..noisy..filthy fucking....I was insatiable...even starting again only 3 minutes after I had cum..still with a raging hard on....then deciding at 2.30am it probably wasnt such a good idea...especially as my wife was sore battered and ...bruised from my ministrations.


In the morning bull was texting me asking when he could come round?  He told me he would come round to my house on Monday after I had gone to work...climb into bed with my wife and make love to her in my bed...he would make love to my wife in my marital bed..still warm from me. They will call me at work and let me listen as they make love...send me pictures of them having sex...in my bed. Then when he has cum inside her....he will make her wipe her cum filled pussy on my pillow..and he will clean his cock on the pillow....so I can smell them both as I get into bed. He also wants to make love to her as I am having breakfast..they upstairs and me down. Then they will both come down to the tea I have made for them....Wife will stand before me and take off her knickers..which will be full of cum...and the choice will be....suck them clean....or wear them to work all day....

Monday 22 October 2012

Cuck Gets His Reward...

Not exactly how I planned it...but the Bull made me stay downstairs for a bit anyway...so I only got to hear them get started...

Wife Gets It Good.....

And here is the first video from our afternoon of cuckolding.

Friday 19 October 2012

Its Begun...

I have been searching for a lover for my wife since I realised I wanted her to cuckold me. She is on board and wants this too....why wouldnt she?
I have been searching the internet swinging sites and using a profile set up to find a lover for my wife...I waited and waited and waited. Countless idiots and knob heads pretending to understand the lifestyle...when its obvious they just want into Wifes pants. Hundreds of messages which were carefully filtered by me. I selected a few who looked genuine. Further filtering left two fellas who obviously knew what they were talking about.
I have been swinging for some time and its only common sense to play safe...but the ultimate cuckold experience for me and my wife requires the lover to not use a condom....so I can have my cucks reward.
The fella we have chosen has his own business. He is divorced with two young kids. Good looking, bigger cock than me...not huge..but bigger. Lives 40 minutes from us. He has his own home in which he lives alone....as soon as I spoke to him it was obvious he understood the cuckold lifestyle...said the right things...answered with the right replies....making me excited too I have to say. We swapped some pics and liked the look of each other...me sending my wifes pictures...anonymous at first.
We continued to talk...he wants my wife to be his for the day. I may not be involved...depends. He will make love to her...not fuck her. He wants her to enjoy her time with him...more than with me. He will meet us in a bar and he will take her from me.....whilst I watch. He wants to be her lover in fact Bob she is already my lover from this point on...do you understand? :-)  That did it...my chest tightened my pulse raced...my excitement was apparent. I waited for the wife to finish work then spoke to her. She had a look at his profile and agreed he looked ok. So I gave him her phone number and they have begun texting. I was working away at the time in Scotland...the mere fact that I know they were texting excited me and made me emotional....my wife has a lover!!!
We have discussed what we will do when we meet..how it will pan out. What he wants. I am to buy her new clothes...tomorrow. New basque, new stockings, panties, heels,...I am to send him the pictures from the changing room for his approval. I will spend a lot of money tomorrow.
He wants me to undress my wife for him in his bedroom. Slowly revealing the new lingerie. I am then to show him my wifes breasts and finally her pussy...offerring her to him. He will ask me to move away or maybe even leave the room...and he will take her. Once he is ready  to enter her..he wants me to lick her so she gets wet for him....then I am to hold open my wifes pussy as he pushes his bare cock inside her....OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!..Then he will make love to her as I watch and hopefully take photos and videos. When he gets close to orgasm...he will order me to get on the bed and my wife will be above me in the 69 positioin...I will watch as he enters her again...knowing that very soon my present will be ready. He will fuck my wife as I watch from inches away. Then as he finally cums he will pull back so just the end of his cock is in her...this is so I can see him pulse, throb and jerk as he shoots his cum inside my wife...and also so it doesnt go too deep..where it cant be reached with my tongue. Then slowly he will remove his cock....and my reward will drip onto my face and mouth from above...and I might just burst into tears at that moment. Wife will then sit straight onto my mouth and I will clean her for her lover.....
I am to watch closely kissing my wifes face as he fucks her face....then at the moment of orgasm I will hold open her mouth as he spurts more cum into her.....and once again I will get more reward as I kiss my beautiful hot wife.
They have been texting morning noon and night. We have arranged to go to his house this Sunday 21st October and he will have her...my first true Cuckold Experience. If I am allowed..I will take pictures and videos. Of him entering her...and of me taking my reward...I will post them.



Saturday 6 October 2012

What Do I Want Next?

Now that I finally realise what I am...a proud cuckolded husband. I want more and more from this lifestyle. Only my wife can cuckold me, it certainly wouldn't work with any of the women I see. The fact is that I love my wife unreservedly, and would do absolutely anything for her. This is why the emotions and sensations are so powerful.

We have talked about her meeting a lover from the internet. Perhaps me taking her to meet him in a bar or even dropping her off at his home. Personally I would like to walk in to the bar with her and then leave her with the man and watch them together. Watch as he buys her her favourite drink, watch as he flirts with her, watch as he talks her into leaving with him and experience the overwhelming feelings and emotions that would crash over me as they leave together. Would I stay in the bar whilst they enjoyed their evening together? Would I move to another...drinking alone whilst my wife has sex with another man?  Would I go home and lie in bed waiting for her to return..probably in the small hours.
I would be in total emotional turmoil...the feelings coursing through my very soul would be unimaginable. I want her to return to me after spending the night with him. I want to watch as she enters our bedroom and undresses. I would scan her body for any evidence of his lust...maybe a small lovebite on her breast. This would drive me crazy...then I would be in cuckold heaven as she walks to the bed and climbs on me...sitting astride my face and forcing her very well used and filled pussy onto my mouth...so I could share fully her adultery. As my tongue licks at her sweet sweet pussy...she will tell me exactly what transpired...

Friday 5 October 2012

Cuckolds Introduction

Bob here from the UK. My wife and I have started out on a new lifestyle and I thought I would create a blog to tell you all of my thoughts and experiences.
We have had a few swinging experiences down the years, not
hardcore, some fun with friends and even a few visits to swinging clubs now and then. Honestly my wife lets me play around as I have always had a higher sex drive than she. I respect her rules and everything is great. I travel all over the north of the UK and have met many wonderful ladies over the years. many of the girls are still very good friends and I have fond memories.

We did have some fun with a couple of friends some years ago and even then I was exhibiting a cuckolded persuasion...without even realising it. I would let one of my friends have sex with her and enjoy watching. I would even go down stairs and watch tv whilst he was having sex with her. I would also listen to them with a baby listener and once I even hid in the attic and watched events unfold through a hole I had made in the ceiling....bit strange....but I realise now that I have always wanted her to cuckold me and she has agreed to my wishes.
Last week we went to a very good swinging club in the UK just north of Birmingham. Its called Chameleons...or Chams. Great club, nice clientele, nice staff, great facilities, big play rooms, private rooms, jacuzzis, couples only rooms. It wasnt long till one guy was making a move on my wife...I knew what he was doing but just watched as he sweet talked her. We soon found a private room and I watched as he fucked her with his big black cock for over an hour....I loved every minute.
His huge 12" cock was ruthlessly pounded into my poor wifeys batterred pussy over and over again...she said the sexiest thing was feeling his sweat dripping onto her as he mercilessly fucked her...and she was covered in her own and his sweat...I was left to jangle my own keys...He also spanked her really hard and she was screaming for him to do it harder..----------I so wanted him to come inside my wife...I wanted to hear her ask for his come...pump your seed inside me...give me your come!!! Because my wife knows what I would have done....and I would have done it. She would have ordered me to...and Like a good hubby...I would do it.

But thankfully he didnt....