Denial and Edging

We have begun to play a new game now....a torturous agonising game for me but one which is having a profound effect.

My wife has denied me the right to cum until she says I can...at present I am not allowed to orgasm until she has had sex with another man. I have not been allowed for 11 days now and it is a very strange feeling to be denied. Indeed she makes it worse as she also edges me...tortures me by bringing me to the edge of orgasm...and letting it subside...three maybe four times she will stimulate my cock with her tongue relying on me to tell her when to stop....just as the peak approaches I must tell her to stop!!! .....and agonisingly the orgasm fades away. She will show me her swollen red pussy...which she tells me is for her lover....she tells me that soon I will get to see it full of her lovers come...and If I am lucky she will let the cum from her lover drip on my denied manhood...before she edges and teases me yet again....

She may even rub her pussy over my cock...perhaps letting the tip of my cock touch the opening to her vagina...she starts to lower herself onto me and I feel her wonderful hot love tunnel begin to engulf my engorged penis...but then she jumps off laughing...and I am denied.....as she licks my glans...sometimes a little spurt of ejaculate will shoot out just as the orgasm fades away...or she prefers it if some cum oozes from the tip....she then licks this up and passes it to me....then I am told to "fuck off". I am not allowed to touch myself...I must suffer this twice or three times daily until the criteria is met...

How does this make me feel? Honestly..it leaves me on fire and very edgy all the time...I am constantly only seconds away from a hard on...my balls ache my judgement is affected..my mind is in a clouded sexually denied haze.....but the orgasm I had last time she did this to me was so intense I was left breathless...the amount of cum that erupted from me was copious. The fact that she also teased me before she allowed my release almost had me on a very surreal practically constant orgasmic state for what seemed like minutes....

The feelings after I had orgasmed was total emptiness....my fire was gone and I was back to reality. Indeed now I am starting to wonder if I have to orgasm at all? The feelings I get when she brings me to the edge are incredible..almost as good as the peak itself...my cock is hyper sensitive and I am in a heightened sexual state all the time...I love being like this...and I know if...when she allows me my peak that it is going to be incredibly powerful....but then it will be over....at least for a little while.